It’s been a while since I did a ‘confessions’ post, and I felt like I had nothing fashion-related to post about today, so here we go.

sweatshirt (I’m in a size small) | jeans are old from Levi’s

Avery still wears pull-ups at night, and she will be turning 4 next month. We have tried to stop using them so many times, but she wets the bed every. single. time. So I gave up, and wonder at what age am I going to be able to stop purchasing pull-ups lol?! Sophia never used them, so this is new for us.

My anxiety is at an all-time high lately with no explanation. I am a constant worrier (especially with my kids), but now it’s beyond that. My mind (and heart) is racing all day with things I need to get done and mental check lists, I feel like I’m barely keeping my head above water. I need to figure something out because it is difficult to deal with.

Piggy-backing off of that…I feel like I’m constantly failing at/forgetting to do something. I really need to get back to writing my daily checklists to help with this. I’ve been so bad at that lately.

Time is flying by, and it’s scaring me. I honestly feel like we were just celebrating my 30th birthday (it feels like 2 months ago), and now I just celebrated 31 over the weekend.

We are struggling with the conversation of having another baby. Most days we say “definitely yes!,” but some days, we feel like we can hardly keep up with all of our work obligations, home life, and kid’s activities as it is. I think this is another thing that is overwhelming me at the moment.

I am horrible at making returns, like the worst. The bad part is, I usually order two sizes if I’m not sure how something will fit, then I end up with a duplicate that doesn’t even fit.

The screentime notifications on my phone are pretty horrifying. The first time it popped up, I was shocked. This is also something I want to work on, but it’s hard because we try to answer as many emails and DM’s as we can every single day. Not sure what a solution here would be.

I went ice skating with my family yesterday, and it was so much fun. At first, I said they could all go and I would just watch, but my husband convinced me to go too. And I’m so glad I did! It was so nice to do something out of the ordinary with my kids and my husband, and want to do things like this more often!

Even though I’ve been working out consistently and eating (pretty) well, my cellulite is still out in full force. I struggle with it on the front of my thighs, which I hate. One of my friends suggested trying the FasciaBlaster but that makes me nervous b/c I’ve seen some bad reviews.

I think eyelash extensions are addicting. Initially, I only had them put on for an event because I had been forgetting to use my NeuLash. But now I’m getting them filled regularly because they make getting ready so easy!

I love Amazon Prime. I bought this back massager last week and I am obsessed. It feels so good!

One thing I’m grateful for at 31 are the amazing friends in my life. While I don’t have a huge group of girlfriends, I have some really solid friendships which I truly am so thankful for. I’m all about quality over quantity in this department, and I’ve realized to let go of friendships that no longer serve you…aka those friendships that always seem to be based on convenience for the other person, know what I mean? It’s freeing.

I was planning to go to several shows and events for NYFW, but ended up RSVP’ing no to everything we were invited to. As much as it’s great for work/networking, I feel so burnt out on the whole industry right now, and the thought of going was causing more stress than excitement (sorry, didn’t realize this post was going to be so much about anxiety!).

My car is a disaster right now. Actually, it’s pretty much always like that. I cannot keep it clean for the life of me, and it drives me crazy. I once saw someone say that if you have a messy car, you probably don’t have your life together. I’m pretty sure they were right. I’m heading to the carwash as soon as I finish this post lol.

Okay…that’s all for now! xx